Impatient Dreams (Extracts from Book I)

He loved the swallows flying over the sea,
but did not know why,
rain and wind hoisted his sails, from war to
war, he told wild roses of his fits
of anger, horizons carried his footsteps away
towards oblivion, bruised sands destroyed
his lost steps.

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Fisherman of stars, he discovered satellites,
the sky as a motorway, humans as mad
seagulls, here the planet shakes its volcanoes,
over there it rouses its rivers for help,
in vain the ocean answered the call.

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Old ocean, you said, Lautréamont,
if I’d listened to you, he cried out to the lost
sun, heart like a swidden, desert that advances,
he raised dikes against the ephemeral, seaweed
stole his dreams, there on the quay
of his suffering.

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And the earth torn by its wounds
bent the light, he roamed along oak
copses walks of unrelenting memories,
sometimes spiders overcast his sight,
cemeteries full of their dead leaves,
merciless.

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The days carried his silences off
into sonorous woods, words wrenched
from storms, this country is mine, he said
to mist-filled mornings, yes, Jalāl ad-Dīn Rûmi,
the world is like a foam-flake!

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Birch tree bark hardened his knots,
a thousand dried grasses for a spark, all
these wasps are not worth a bee, sea
lyme grass for offerings, evening waits
hastened his peace, night already
in the midst of the turmoil.

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Like flocks of indifferent birds, the voices
returned interminably, the echo in the masts
stifled his zeal, oars thrust against walls,
to err,
he remembered is ivy climbing up
to the windows, one by one, the doors closed
in on themselves…

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He opened the book of the sea, unflagging,
the words came and died on the shores,
wave after wave, he awakened their races
horses of fire, letters galloping, there are, said
the friend, orange trees that die of sorrow.

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Artwork by Sohini Ghose